Believe in yourself - Marilyn Monroe

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

"This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."

see i change i change i change, i try so hard to fix myself

look at me i'm finally changed

no u don't

u never change

:(

merasa tua

Kadang aku berpikir ingin digigit vampire waktu berumur twenty something.

dimana badan masih fit

bisa jalan seharian semalaman

bisa pakai ransel

bisa mengerjakan apa saja dengan begadang-begadang

bisa jalan menuruni bukit dengan loncat-loncat seperti anak kecil ini...

errr..ya mungkin gak sampe loncat-loncat ya

tapi setidaknya

tidak sepayah sekarang

apakah pasrah pada rasa ini sebanding dengan tidak bisa melihat matahari lagi

atau hidup abadi mencari pasangan jiwa yang mungkin tidak akan pernah ditemukan

akhirnya mungkin akan ironis seperti seorang malaikat yang jatuh cinta pada manusia

dan berusaha menjadi manusia, tapi pada akhirnya manusia itu mati juga

dan tidak ada jalan kembali

The ship already burnt down

there's no way back

only move forward

and survive

life is still beautiful

and hope is still...

a good thing

Tak ada yang sia-sia. Jangan menangis*

Tidak ada yang kebetulan di semesta ini.

Selalu ada alasan atas semua yang terjadi.

Peristiwa satu membawa pada peristiwa berikutnya,

yang andai kau tahu,

akan lebih memuliakanmu sebagai manusia.

Tersepaknya kerikil,

dicopetnya dompet,

tertinggalnya ponsel,

tertidur di angkot,

apatah lagi sebuah perkenalan.

*Judul dikutip dari status facebook Fauzan Mukrim

dari blognya Silvia Galikano